Meaning of Belongingness
Let go the events, Dive deep into the sensations
There is a movie, a movie that is running all the time. And its a unique movie, because you are the audience of this movie! You are only here to watch this movie. Now here is an interesting thing: Where is this movie? This movie is not outside you; the movie is running inside you. While it may appear that that the events that are happening outside and around you, that is the real movie, but its not. Forget the events, the things that happened outside you is of no importance at all. Just watch the movie inside you. Often we hold on to the events. He did this. she said that, this happened etc. That is ignorance. Forget the events, its of no use, just observe what is happening inside you. Observe that! So say for example, someone said something rude to you; at that very moment something happened inside you, watch that, observe that. Forget the event, someone said something, forget it, but because of that something happened inside you, just observe that.
Events fool us. Something happens and we are caught up in the events. We want to deal with the people, we want to deal with the situations around us. We want to change them, we want to change the situations. The moment you make an effort to do that, you are no longer the audience! You just have to realise that you are the audience, then you will just sit back and watch the movie. Again, the real movie is not outside, its inside you.
Whatever you look or see outside is an illusion; when you go inside that is the reality! Once you realise that it is not the behaviour of the people or the situation around you that bothers you, but its the sensation inside you that is bothering you, once this focus shifts from the outside to the inside, the sensations that were bothering you, automatically disappears.
Have you observed this - You are very comfortable with some people, and with some, your comfort level is not the same. While we come up with different excuses like he is not friendly or she is very rude, we fail to recognise the sensation that happens inside us. Understand this, your comfort level is never dependent on the behaviour/nature of the opposite person or situation. Your comfort level varies because of the sensations that happen inside you; These sensations brings you at unease, at discomfort with the opposite person or situation. Lets call this state as 'disease', simply because you are not at ease. Just observe these sensations that topples you from ease to disease; as soon as you observe these sensations, as soon as you start watching the real movie, you will automatically be at ease with everyone, with everything. This ease is nothing but belongingness.
When you say: 'I belong to you', its nothing but being at ease, there is no wall; you are just yourself, there is no discomfort inside you, whatsoever. You realise that no event, no person, no situation can bother you. You are one with the whole world. You are space.
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